I'm so behind on my own things!!! How did this happen?? I've been freaking out feeling like I'm gonna lose everything, my readership, my patrons. I'm in a frozen state but I'm beginning to thaw 🧊I'm making all of you my accountability buddy. These are the things I HAVE to finish this month, otherwise I will swim in shame. Also because I WANT to do these things and I've looked forward to finishing these but it's just not happened somehow? And it's February now???I think I need a stable job to be stable in life but I love being self employed but I also HATE it but I love all of you for sure.If anyone wants to hire me to draw/animate, feel free. You're already doing enough for me by being here but just saying heheIt feels bad and terrible to lose control of my life and I don't want to feel bad and terrible!I'm going to a psychiatrist next week!Thank you for your patience ❤️😞