fellas, I just realized something (yapping)
I wanna bring up my posting burnout (NOT burnout for drawinggg), it's been happening for half a year now.
Ever since I started to give SUTD more attention, I have been getting ideas on what to draw and write but they've been getting more and more chaotic, more conflicting and it's been making me dysfunctional. Not to mention the thought of algorithms these days feeling like it's constantly evolving into a convoluted shitshow. But I think I'm coming to a conclusion that the #1 culprit has been me trying to juggle Helbai and Helbork at the same time (insert my face unmasked by the scooby gang)
I've been on this constant pressure to rush, to divide my attention between the two accounts, to try capturing all the lightnings in a bottle. On top of trying to be my own studio. I have fried my nervous system 👏👏👏👏🥴
I have to constantly remind myself: ONE AT A TIME
ONE. AT. A. TIME. 💀
Idk if that lesson would've been obvious to some of you but not for me haha I wish i was normal
Anyways, thank you for letting me yap and THANK YOU for supporting me, fellas!! I will forever be thankful for you giving me the opportunity to work my passion 🫂🧡