Discussion About Future Content [Warning: Kind of ranty and talks about feelings and stuff]

I typically try to keep things positive here. I don't want to bog anyone down with long winded rants about how I'm feeling or anything like that. But I feel as if this will impact my productivity and output, so it is only fair that you generous individuals here on Patreon have an understanding of what's going on.

I don't really know how to preface this, so I suppose I'll just say it. Basically, I have no idea what I'm doing. I feel like a fraud in every sense of the word. I genuinely have no idea what people like about my content. I am being completely honest. I don't know what's good, what's bad, I don't even know what I like. I have no idea what I'm supposed to be making. Everything is becoming this weird blur and I don't know anymore.

I tried this a while ago, but please, I need you to tell me what I'm supposed to be making. Not in the sense of a request, but generally. Why are you on this page in the first place? Why are you choosing to give me money when there are so many better options?

I know this is silly to be so worked up over, but I am to the point where deleting everything and just disappearing seems like the best option. I haven't been happy with a finished project in a very long time. I desperately need direction.

Apologies for this, I just don't really have very many places I can talk about this kind of stuff. I really, really want to get back on track, and hope I can soon.