Old days [personal]

An artwork that I've been working on the past couple of weeks.

Sometimes I miss the old days. Well, not really the days, but rather, the moments - as I don't have nostalgic illusions, I remember how much I was depressed, lost and inconfident back then. I couldn't laugh like my friends did. However, to think - damn, I could afford being depressed just because of my inner reasons! xD The nowadays world is just too chaotic, uncertain and... scary? I don't feel like I can plan anything in my life anymore, I just don't see the future, I only have hopes.

So here I'm travelling back to some nice moments of my life, when -yeah -I was unstable but at least the world felt stable.

I used my older shading style and made an old character designs version here. Thanks dear Gravemind who've been saving my .PSD files since 2017, now I have all my older archives back and I can learn from the earlier myself, too! <3