My Dudes,
I’m back. I’m so sorry. I don’t know how to explain it. I just…shut down. I’d been having bad anxiety and was feeling depressed, and it all just became too much. Every time I wanted to log back in, I felt like I couldn’t face it - that I’d let people down too much and messed up too badly, and then another day would go by where I hadn’t gotten anything done in this or many other areas of my life. I wrecked myself financially and am facing that now, but more than anything, I lost confidence.
Even now, as I’m typing this, I’m trembling a little. It doesn’t make any sense, I know. I’ve been stuck for a while now, but I’ve been trying to be kind to myself. First, I’ve been catching up on commissions that have been hanging out there for a while, and today I finally logged back into Patreon. The fact that some of you have stuck by me is incredible. And your notes have left me teary eyed.
I’m sorry I disappeared. I’m sorry I let you down. I let myself down too. I promise to write more soon, but I wanted to come back on today to let you know I’m alive, and to finally drop my first new audio in months (stay tuned, will post in a few minutes).
Y’all are the best ❤️
Bromeo