I get a bit spicy here and there in this particular watch along as it triggered some deeper risidual angst and anger towards people's behavior and language towards me in my own experience with music and the business. The whole competition arc was extremely interesting and while obviously a bit dramatic at times, wholly accurate to what could be felt and experienced in that moment. I have a dinstinct feeling, she (the blonde girl) is sick and potentially going to die or move, but we shall see. It's a great show and one that I find deeply moving. However, it is also, at times, a bit difficult to watch due to how close to home it hits.