im slowly getting back into content creation again (as yall have seen) after this prolonged break.
you guys know why I disappeared, twitter does too- but youtube doesnt.
disappointingly, i checked my youtube comments for the first time in a while and there were quite a few hate comments calling me names- saying that im a cash out because i have a patreon... just a lot of hate for this break that ive taken ://
they assume ive quit youtube to just do patreon i guess?
funnily enough, the last video i posted did the best of any video ive ever done- so my page got exposed to a lot of new people who just dont know me and probably dont care about any explanation i give about why i took a break... and yet i still feel bad. i still want to tell them why and that ill be back soon...
but im also really scared, like- i NEVER share info on the internet that could be used to hurt me. im NOT over losing my friend yet... i still cry like every single day. im scared if i tell them why they will try to hurt me with it- make fun of it or be mean about it...
i cant make my mind up on what to do... what do you think i should do?
thank you for caring enough to read all of this love, i appreciate yall <33