Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone!
2025 was not a very good year for me. I was suffering from severe anhedonia due anti-depressants and even worse, suffering from ED. I could barely feel any emotion, music and art didn't spark anything in my heart and I also felt no desire sexually. It made drawing extremely difficult since as an artist, 'feeling' is a crucial component in the process.
I have since stopped taking them but the effects still lingers, unable to feel desire like I used to. Recently though, toward the end of the year it's slowly getting better. And I hope I could return functionally normal in the next year. Being able to feel again is great!
I'm truly grateful for you guys who have stuck around despite my output being very low, and I wish you all a very very happy holidays and a new year!
Have Darkness as a Christmas present from me! 🎄☃️❄️