I know how eager everyone is, since it has been a few months now since the last update of one of my games "Neko Paradise". This post is mostly, to inform everyone that I plan to get the release out next month without fail.
The rest of this post, will be just me criticizing circumstances and the pain of trying to deal with my own perfectionism.
I've been since some time, trying to teach apprentices and make them work on my projects.
Things like Radiant as an example, pose little problems and things have been working out.
When it comes to things with higher difficulty like Neko Paradise, which is like my own garden of joy, it's rather been impossible and I just tend to lose more time fixing stuff than doing it myself and it has been extremely frustrating.
I tend to come closer to the conclusion, that nobody can do things the way I want and I just have to do everything myself.
I mean, at some point I even start questioning my own work and why I can't improve further anymore or if it's because I'm using an outdated version of the application that is making me struggle at moment. But updating the version also causes inconsistencies because everything changes in the way it performs visually.... simply because the guys that made the engine suck.