True Stories: My Lovely GF (Part 4)
Hey!
It’s been a while since I last wrote about my lovely girlfriend, so I figure now’s a good a time as any for an update.
For those of you who might be new here and could use a quick recap on my relationship with my GF, here you go:
RECAP
My GF and I have been dating for a little over 3 years. She isn't a feedee, and she isn't really into the WG fetish, but she loves that it excites me and isn't shy about bringing elements of what I love about feedism into the bedroom. In other words, she does not enjoy gaining weight, but she does love to use any weight she gains (her weight tends to yo-yo a bit) to drive me crazy (in a good way).
In terms of what she looks like: She’s about 5’5, a former cheerleader, and when we started dating her weight usually hovered around 155lbs. She’s my type, as I’ve said before, imagine Mia's sister from "Mia's Junior Year". That's pretty damn close to what she looks like.
My gf has made it clear that she doesn't want to gain weight, but she has admitted it is a real comfort to her that she knows I'll like her if she ever lets herself go a little bit. Regardless of her weight, I really love this girl and couldn't imagine being with anyone else. I find her really beautiful whether she's heavier or skinnier.
My GF was pretty diet conscious when we started dating, but that changed a year ago when her therapist diagnosed her with binge-eating disorder. It’s apparently a problem she’s been dealing with since high school but hadn’t been diagnosed until last year (I was worried I had contributed to the problem, but it appears that is not the case). This disorder probably explains my GF’s tendency to yo-yo in weight. She doesn’t think the feedism stuff we incorporate in the bedroom is problematic for her, so she mainly asked me to support her with her exposure therapy.
During exposure therapy, she picked a food weekly that she has had problems with in the past and eats as much of it as she wants to signal to her brain that such foods are not rare delicacies and that there is no need to binge them. This doesn’t mean that she’s pigging out like crazy. If anything, she’s been more conscious to maintain more balanced nutrition since she started her exposure therapy (meaning she’s not restricting any kind of foods, she’s just making sure she adds nutritious options to properly fuel her body and maintain her health).
Exposure therapy has helped my GF a lot, along with weekly meetings with her therapist. Her mental health and mentality around problematic foods had improved a ton. I’m really happy she’s been having so much success with her therapist and her nutrition. She’s really doing a lot better and I’m proud to be the person she trusts to fetch her snacks on a nightly basis. Sometimes I’m even rewarded because she asks me to feed her some of them.
I don’t often ask if I can feed her these snacks, I want to be respectful of what she wants even if I pretty much always want to feed her. She’s actually encouraged me recently to be more open about if and when I want to feed her something such as her late-night snacks, and I’m trying. I think for me, since her binge-eating disorder was a problem for her, I’m worried my desire to feed her everything she wants to eat could be unhelpful with her goals around food, but from what she’s conveyed to me she just wants me to share any and every kinky thought that crosses my mind.
It is amazing being with someone who is so open and accepting about kinks, fetishes, and sex in general. I think a lot of my past relationships and experiences have caused me to be a little shy about my feedist desires, but it’s nice to know she wants me to open up and really always rewards me with love and affection when I do.
One last thing about the exposure therapy before I move on, my gf has slowly continued to gain some weight during this process. She’s not happy about the weight and often gets frustrated when clothes she orders online arrive and don’t fit quite right. Since we live together and see each other constantly, I’ll admit I don’t often notice the fact she’s put on weight until she points it out and reminds me.
Recently she’s been complaining that her boobs have grown a lot since she started to put on some weight this past year. As my readers probably know, I’m more of a ‘butt guy’ than a ‘breast guy’ but I find the expansion of her bust size pretty dang crazily attractive. It’s just an area on her body that grows when she gains. She loves when I touch her breasts, and they were always fun to play with, but since my kink/fetish gets triggered when she points out their growth it just makes the normal stuff we do even more enjoyable for me.
She’s always had a nice thick butt that I’m crazy about, really attractive hips, thighs, and legs, that my brain can’t get enough of, and to be sure her booty’s sporting some more cushion now too, but recently I’ve noticed her tummy’s been growing too. She’s developed some beautiful pudge around her stomach now, and it is sexy. Fans of the Queen of Cabin 9 might know that I like belly rings, and my gf’s got one. I always thought she had a sexy tummy, but as she’s grown some cute chub, with a nice sexy bit of lower belly pudge, my brain can’t get enough. I find myself thinking about touching it a lot, during sex, in passing during the day, in public, etc. It’s a miracle I can ever control myself around her, but I think some lingering shyness I experience when wanting to act on my fetish/kink/fantasies kinda keeps me in check, although I’m sure my GF would prefer if I was constantly all over her.
I guess this is the problem when you meet someone you find really attractive on tinder and you actually form a fantastic emotional connection/supportive relationship in addition to really great physical chemistry. On second thought, I guess that’s not much of a problem.
Recap over
Last time I spoke about my GF putting on weight during exposure therapy, I didn’t really get into numbers since I wasn’t exactly sure, and I didn’t want to ask. To my knowledge she hasn’t been weighing herself too often because she’s still not pleased with her current weight, but the other day she did tell me roughly how much she thinks she weighs now.
According to her, she’s somewhere in the 180s or low 190s. This means she’s gained some noticeable weight since we started dating. She also shared with me that her weight peaked early in the summer and has been slowly coming down since then. This makes since because she is nearing the end of her time in therapy since she feels she’s addressed her binge eating and now has a much healthier relationship with food. She’s not dieting, just doing a better job of listening to her body’s hunger cues and balancing her nutritional choices.
I couldn’t be happier for her and her progress. Regarding her elevated weight, it’s a wg fetishist’s fantasy come true, but in all honesty as I mentioned before, I love this girl regardless of what she looks like. I’m currently saving up for an engagement ring, because I’m certain she’s the one I wanna spend the rest of my days with. Whether she ends up thicker or thinner in the near future, I can’t get enough of her.
Feedist Fetish and kink related stuff has recently taken a bit of a backseat to more vanilla bedroom antics for us largely because my work schedule had just been killing me. It feels like 90% of the time we have to be intimate together is after midnight, and frankly when it’s that late I’m just to burned out to enter that kinky part of my brain, luckily for me, I don’t need that other stuff to really enjoy being with my GF.
To my surprise, it’s my GF who is the one communicating to me that she misses indulging my fantasies and getting more kinky with our sex life. She’s even suggested recently (after reading some of my recent stories) that we try roleplaying, even offering to use clothing padding like a pillow belly to simulate being a larger size than she is. I can’t reiterate enough how much I love this girl.
This summer has been so busy and stressful for me because of my job, but she’s consistently made things better for me. She’s very emotionally there for me, and physically there for me in every sense. It is also such a treat getting to see her in her various beautiful bikinis or one-piece swimsuits, seeing her in dresses at some friend’s weddings, and getting to watch her in athletic clothes when we go biking together or play pickle ball.
I don’t have a ton of anecdotes to share this time, but I’ll share a few recent moments between us this week that really just stuck in my mind.
Popcorn feeding
My GF is a night owl, who loves nothing more on her days off than watching a scary movie and having a little snack to go with it. A few days ago, I stayed up for a little to keep her company and we shared some popcorn together. She was sitting on the floor, leaning against our couch, painting her nails, while watching the TV.
Since her hands were busy, she asked me to feed her some popcorn. Rather than tell me each time she wanted some, she’d lean her head back pretty much between legs (since I was sitting on the couch behind her) and open her mouth for me to place a piece of popcorn into her mouth. As she kept leaning back for more, I started feeding her more than one piece at a time.
Since she didn’t complain, I went from feeding her a couple pieces at a time, to grabbing a whole handful and stopping myself before dropping the handful into her mouth. I realized in the moment that I’d gotten carried away and was overdoing it, but my GF seemed to misjudge my hesitation. Maybe she thought I was taunting her or something. So, in response to my pause, she wines in a tone I couldn’t help, but find sexy, “Come on! I want them all!”
So, without a word, I dropped the handful into her mouth, spilling a few in the process. As she’s munching the popcorn, she motions to the popcorn I wasted and tells me too simply, “Do better.”
I tried to do better, and we ran out of popcorn before I spilled anymore. I love it when my GF encourages me to feed her snacks. To me it’s such a bonding experience, I feel very close to her when she lets me take care of her like that.
Warm Cupcakes
Probably last weekend, my GF picked up some gourmet cupcakes on her way back from her hair appointment. I believe it was four cupcakes in total, she even called me in advance and was sure to pick out two cupcakes that sounded good to me as well. Very thoughtful.
After she buys the cupcakes, since she’s hungry, we decide to meet for lunch and settle on thai food. I can’t handle spice, but she can’t get enough of it, so sometime I end up suffering, but it’s worth it. Even though I’m embarrassed by my lack of spice tolerance, my GF finds this trait very amusing. It’s very easy to make her laugh when spicy food makes me sweat. Anyway, we have a great lunch, and head home. However, the cupcakes got warm in the car on the way back.
She’s bummed out because she really wanted to try one and they were beginning to melt. I suggested we just leave them in the fridge and let them cool off and have some later. My GF agrees this is the right idea but continues to look at the cupcakes a bit disappointed or conflicted. Before I knew it, she grabbed a knife, cut one of the cupcakes in half, and ate it. While she was licking her fingers, since some icing dripped onto them, I asked her why she did that. She replied, “I didn’t want to wait.”
I asked if the cupcake was good and she replies, “Yeah, would have been better if it wasn’t warm, but whatever.”
I know for her this was probably a moment she’d forget about, but for me, witnessing her give into temptation is very attractive. In other words, seeing that she didn’t want to delay her gratification excited me. The strangest things turn me on sometimes. I should have communicated how I was feeling in the moment, but as usual, I got a little shy, and didn’t bring it up until later.
Burger King
This will be the last little moment I share today. A few days ago, once again, my GF and I were craving a late-night snack, probably around 11PM. Since we were both tired and didn’t really want to cook (We had supplies to make burgers but were too tired) we decided on a trip to the local Burger King. Neither of us wanted to commit to a full burger, since we were not that hungry, so we decided to share one.
Since my GF doesn’t eat meat, we got an impossible burger and brought it home before eating it. When we got home, we cut the burger in half, and my GF started eating while I took the trash out. When I was done, I got back to our table and noticed my GF had already finished and was looking at my half of the burger. I asked her if she wanted any of mine, and she replied, “No, that wouldn’t be fair. We agreed to split it.”
I told her I really didn’t mind if she had more of it, and she replied, “You’d like that wouldn’t you?”
I told her, I would indeed like that. So she takes another bite, and then hands me the burger. Basically ordering me to have a bite and try it. This fast-food burger had turned out really well, probably one of the better fast food burger’s I’ve had in my time as an American living in the US (aka since I was born).
I could tell from just the way my GF was looking at me, that she wanted more. Since she didn’t have a large dinner that day, and I had, I told her she could have the rest of the burger if she wanted. I’d be fine eating a few fries. At first, she resisted this notion, but eventually it was clear that this was what she wanted. She thanked me and enjoyed the rest of the burger, while I enjoyed watching her enjoy the burger.
A lot of things about this moment turned me on. For one, my GF was just in her underwear while eating this burger. She’s got a lot of cleavage going on now, and she just has such a lovely curvy shape that I couldn’t take my eyes off her. A long time ago, Paris Hilton did that burger eating superbowl commercial that a lot of guys found attractive, I think watching my GF enjoy her late-night burger, my brain embellished what I was seeing akin to that commercial. For reference:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOTumW7kXuM
She was just eating normally, but sometimes my imagination gets the better of me. Does this happen to anyone else?
Okay, that’s about all I got for the moment, I hope you enjoyed!
Have a great day!
-Polaris