I rendered this one last night to test out an idea I had for a hyper-realistic cum shader, but I almost didn't post it because I don't think it's 100% there yet in terms of realism. But I have some ideas on how to fix that.Anyway, I don't mean to be a drama queen, but today was a really stressful day, and it made me re-evaluate my plans for this month regarding this Patreon. And by that, I mean it's time to give my 1000% percent when I was previously only giving a mere 100%.
What happened was my landlord wants to sell the place I'm living at, and he told me six months ago that my family and I have to move out. Unfortunately, it's hard to find a place that isn't squished between some crack houses these days, and it's even harder in the wintertime. On January 1st, yesterday, he told us our six months are up and it's time to move.
Naturally, I panicked and couldn't focus on the commission I was supposed to do, and instead started researching ways to have better luck in the house-hunt. The bottom line was: just have money. If you tell a landlord you'll pay them a few months in advanced, they'll roll out the red carpet for you.
Unfortunately, my body is riddled with chronic injuries and I've been procrastinating going back to my minimum wage job at a gas station where I have to stand on my feet all day. It wouldn't even make a significant dent in what I need in the short term. That's not to say using a computer doesn't hurt as well, but if NSFW animation was my full time job, I'd be able to take two days off every two days on, and minimize chronic damage.
I realize now is a critical moment. I need to make as much money as possible this month so that I can do my best to support my family, so that means for every waking moment I'm not working at my minimum wage job, I will be working on animations for this Patreon. So what I'm saying is: with these computer parts coming in soon and my 1000% time and effort this month, you guys are gonna have some super high quality animations coming your way. And hopefully I'll learn a lot, too.
Anyway, thanks for the support so far. This Patreon has quite literally put food on the table on occasion. I don't know if the number is up right now, but it's roughly at $300-$500 a month if anyone is curious.
P.S: I know the expression in the render is a little uncanny. The eyelashes were broken, so I couldn't pose the eyes.