WDYM FEBRUARY??? I'M STILL IN CHRISTMAS!!
Anyway...
Okay, here are important announcements.
First, I luckily got a commission! Yaay. I'm so happy. However, it is a long one!Second, Chinese New Year is right away! So I need to get that special illustration to celebrate the new year. Third, I want to focus on my comic (Explanation below)So, this week will be a lot slower regarding exclusive content here. Monday: Commission work.Tuesday: Commission work/Comic day.Wednesday: Comic day. Thursday: Chinese Year celebration (Might show a WIP if it isn't much of a spoiler)Friday: NSFW day. I want to draw str*p gl action. Not sure with who yet! Saturday: Rest. Sunday: Commission Day. Maybe a bit NSFWI'm going to try to warm up with some anatomy so expect more Ami and Bel.
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As a bit of a vent. This week I noticed I was once again losing control of my sleep schedule. I started, once again, staying up late and stuff. It is a vicious cycle but I am focused on keeping control. Despite writing it on the calendar, my comic days were a complete failure. Half of it because some pieces of the week took longer than expected, second because I am a bit... Idk the word.I'm still not sure how much of that project I want to share here; I am just conflicted because the story is 100% SFW and the people that get here for dirty stuff might want to see a sexier side and I don't think I can satisfy those desires. However! What I can share is that I have been in a crazy block for months now. It is a bit of everything. Mostly it is that the beginning of the story is really complicated for me. Comic sketching is so hard because I don't get it. I feel I need to draw everything at once to then clean it and make corrections. But I dislike how ugly it can get. It stresses me seeing an ugly face and wondering if I can fix it or if that is my skill. And also, the beginning of my story is... how can I explain it? If it was a superhero movie, it is that part where the character has no superpowers and we have to follow him for a while just being a silly little person. And that is my case; I have to draw characters that I just invented "a week ago" and feel unsure about their designs. I have to draw tons of NPC's, something else I feel insecure about. And I have to keep things interesting in a work routine because it is important. But writing about this... maybe I figured stuff out. Maybe. Ill think about it.