TL:DR for those who don't want to read the whole thing:
I lost someone very close to me and have spent the last two months physically, emotionally, and financially recovering from it. Loving someone is hard ya'll. I have recently decided to write full time because I'm lonely and sad and really want to create magical stories for people who want to read them.
The Full Thing:
Long-time readers of mine would know I moved at the start of the year. I did this for someone and when I made the move, I never imagined my time with them would be so short. Things were serious and they needed me (which is why I moved in the first place) but again... Yeah. It was the reason why my mental health was so bad in the last few posts I made. Hug your loved ones tight for me.
The last two months have been a fog. I was all alone for the first time on Christmas and spent New Years in bed. It has sucked majorly but I don't think this is what they'd want for me. So, new year, new me.
I have decided to write full time, at least for the next few months. I was never the happiest with what I did. I want to create stories, not spend all my time pointing out the flaws in ones other people write! This means a lot more stories! I'm thinking of finally dusting off the original idea I've been 'working on' for the past 5 years.
So yeah. Idk what more to say other than I'm sorry? Thanks for listening to me ramble on about how sad and lonely I am, lol.
But uh, if you've read so far, drop in and say hi? Or tell me which story you've missed the most? Or that I'm horrible and worse than GRRM when it comes to uploads (unlike him, I do promise an upload in 15 minutes lol). Or maybe a fandom you'd like to see me write? Or guesses on what my original story is about?
Sorry, rambling again. But hi, and thanks for reading all of this.