cute!
aghh i officially stopped using my anxiety medication and feel A LOT BETTER. its only been 2 days since i've stopped taking them. i dont know if this is placebo or it worked that fast, but im so much happier. for the last 4ish months ive been on this anxiety medication, and at first it helped with my heart rate and the pit in my stomache i get when im anxious. but around month 2 i had the worst mood swings and was overthinking everything. i didn’t feel like me anymore. like i was numb but also constantly spiraling?? idk it was weird. i kept brushing it off thinking it would even out eventually, but it didn’t. it just got heavier. i started feeling so disconnected from everything, even the stuff i usually love. it also made me unbelievably tired which i didnt notice since im sleeping all the time anyways.
but yayyy i feel much much much better! i love you all pls pls enjoy the audio! ramble soon and more teehee