Ok so another month another pause, this has turned into quite the hiatus hasn't it?
I'd like to say my dad's bravely fighting and we're all trying to get through this, but what makes this difficult is he's not fighting... at all! All day i have to listen to "I'm done! Just let me die" and shit like that, and its become very... very...fucking tiring...
So every day it seems like i'm fighting the same fight, just to get 0 result and end up back at the same spot the next day, and its just made doing anything a chore that I just lack motivation to do if it requires any sort of mental effort, as that is all being drained by this constant mess.
I do want to reassure everyone yet again, that i still plan to return and get mah shit done, but just when i think things are starting to get better... they don't. I WILL learn Blender, and i WILL return to make stuff. It's just taking far longer than I anticipated, though tbh i didn't anticipate this crap... so... ya...
Anyway, i'm still hanging around and watch discord in my free time sometimes, so hit me or just drop by and say hi and hopefully i'll have better news soon