As I was trying to compile and archive the future content for my videos since I was running out of space on my combined 5 TB of storage I forgot to archive one folder and premiere pro fucked me over combining files with the same name on the archived project.
As a result I have spent the last 2 days trying to recover as much as possible and after paying for file recovery software and combining multiple partially recovered projects I have managed to recover 95% of what was lost.
I am insanely stressed and I fear I might just lose it as right after I managed to recover most stuff I just passed out. So I will be taking a short 5 day break so I don't burn out since throwing my computer out the window seemed like a reasonable thing to do a few hours ago. Sorry for the inconvenience and I will be back with ever improving videos, thank you for your support my dudes.