Hi everyone. Sorry for the absence. I want to tell you what happened to me after the last update.
Around April and May, I encountered an unknown disease that caused pain and tinnitus in my right head and right ear. I suffered from serious pain constantly during daytime. By night my sleep was drastically depraved due to the tinnitus (The random sound in my ear will wake me up in 2 am almost every night).
Because of this, the quality of my life had gone down to the lowest point ever in my life. I fell into desperate distress, suffering and crying because of the torture 24/7. I'd say I couldn't even function as a normal human being anymore back then.
However I didn't give in. As soon as I got this illness, I started seeing doctors frequently, trying to get myself a correct diagnosis and a proper treatment. I've gone to general practice, neurology, neurosurgery, otolaryngology, dentistry, several times for each departments. I was taking lots of medicine too. Further more I also did blood test, ultra sound and even MRI. However, All those test failed to give a diagnosis (Except “stress”). And the pills are not working that well too.
I don't know if you guys understand but not knowing the cause of the problem is worse than the problem itself. I felt hopeless because I didn't know how to treat it nor will I ever recovered from the pain and tinnitus and it stressed me out mentally in addition to my physical condition.
Later in August~September, I moved to a more quiet place in order to recuperate. The good news is (for some reason) I start to feel partially recovered. The tinnitus is 90% gone, so I get to sleep normally again. Also my ear pain is reduced to tolerable tightness. I still feel uncomfortable most of the time, and I still don't have any idea what have caused this, but at least I can sleep and function like a normal person now.
So this is my story of the last 7~8 months. I apologize for having to take a rest from internet again. Even though I'm still not fully recovered I want to get back on track already.
Here is the reparation of my absence:
Any supporter who is spending $8 per month or more can name a character. (I'll collect them in another post). I'll pick 7 out of the characters from the pool and give each of them a drawing (SFW or NSFW, depends on the requests.)
Other than that, I'll start to host the monthly poll again (On subscribestar). I'll also release pics that I was finishing weekly. I really want to get back to drawing and grow my page again.
Sorry for the absence again. And thank you all for not giving up on me.