Hello everyone! Today I’m starting my break from NSFW artwork. I need a mental detox so to speak. Recently, it all started to feel a little dull. I lived with this strange feeling that I’m only at thirty, forty percent of my true power, if that makes sense. That a lot of nonsense from the past years was clinging to me like crude oil clings to an unlucky seagull.
I’m going to take time off from being a NSFW artist. In a very weird way, this stopped to feel like a release and became a chore, like a job you are trying to quiet quit. My heart right now is a mess, but I know that I need to branch out. As weird as it sounds, I feel like I’ve lost something. Like I need to return to being myself I once was, even if I’ll never be exactly the same again. I’m going to spend time with my family, try to fix up my lifestyle and find new hobbies. I’ll try to actually enjoy new things for my sake instead of doing it for the sake of searching for inspiration as an artist.
Either way, I don’t want this to sound like some sort of “I’m quitting” declaration. I’m just going on a break from NSFW artwork and will focus on my other projects.
Now, for some fun news! I’m starting an RPG Maker game with MrHamburguerr and SomethingInTheShadow! A whole multi chapter game of existential madness, reality warping horror and crazy chicks traveling to Florida to save their friend’s boyfriend while the world around them slowly unravels. Stay tuned for updates!