Toji carried you upon his shoulder all the way into a barroom, but instead of alcohol lining the shelves, it was potions. The room had a huge couch that curved around a nice glass table. You could barely tell it was glass with the crazy number of fancy plates crammed onto it.
As Toji dropped you upon the dark couch, you said, "Toji, this is waaay too much food!"
"And you are going to eat most of it." Your alpha sat beside you, picking up a bowl of something that looked like beef stew. "Do you want to feed yourself, or do I have to?"
Looks like daddy was in daddy mode.
“I can feed myself. Thank you.” You took the bowl from him, saying, “G.Ma told me about the-“
“No talking, eat.”
Goodness, what was up with him? He was deep within Daddy Land. You noticed his eyes looked a bit droopy, as if he were about to fall asleep. But he glared past his tiredness, watching you take your first bite. You swallowed getting the next helping, so he didn’t chew your head off. “You talk. What’s going on?” You said swiftly before eating your second scoop.
Your alpha’s expression morphed into a slight frown. He cracked his fingers one by one, busying himself before he spoke, “Nothing…”
You didn’t say anything, showing him that you were listening and eating. “Mhm?” A questioning hum vibrated your throat, followed by a raised brow, so he knew that you knew there was more to it than just nothing.
He finished popping each finger, “I said nothing. You just need to eat and take care of yourself.”
That's all he was going to give you? It was so obvious that something was wrong. You hate it when your alphas do that. Well, you weren't going to push with your words. It wouldn’t get you anywhere when he was in this denial stage.
So you stared at him as you ate. “…”
He avoided your knowing eyes before he finally let out a huff of air, he uttered out, "It's you-you stress me the fuck out. A lot.” He gestures to nothing in particular, “Being here stresses me out. I’ve been up all night making sure no one tries to attack you while you sleep after that whole book thing. You’re a strong omega, very brave, and stubborn…I love who you are…but then you get into bad situations that I could have prevented if I’d just said no. Or when I do tell you to do something, you talk me out of it- which I can’t even blame you for. I blame myself for not being able to stand my ground. You- hell, the whole pack knows I'm a damn pushover when it comes to you.”
You were eating the whole time he spoke. In fact, you made it a point to eat especially after hearing how he felt about your dynamic. He was a big softy for you. Everyone knew his threats were all bark and no bite. All you had to do was activate your special move. However, you don’t think it was to the degree he was making it seem. You wanted to deny his claim, but you weren’t sure if you should, since he said to eat and not talk. Was it petty of you to follow directions, or were you a changed omega who was finally going to listen?
You decided to say nothing, continuing to eat. After a moment, Toji couldn’t take the silence anymore.
“You can talk- just make sure you get some food down.” He finally settled back into the couch, crossing his arms as he stared at nothing.
You chewed what you had in your mouth and swallowed it before saying, “I don’t think you are a pushover…I think you have a lot of trust in me.”
“Trust? “ he shook his head, “It’s not about trust, sweetheart. I trust you, but I need you to trust me to protect and take care of you.”
“I do.”
“I told you I was going to bring you food when you woke up, and you left your room-“
“Well, I couldn’t sit still-“
“I told you to put that book down, and you didn’t-“
“Mahoraga isn’t evil-“
“We don’t know that!”
“I do-“
“How?! How could you know?“
“…It told me…”
Toji’s voice got low as he hissed out, “…The Shikigami locked away in prison told you it was safe.”
You frown, looking into your bowl; you didn’t like how this conversation was going. You don't like feeling as though you did something wrong. You took responsibility for lying to Gojo and threatening Sukuna to go home, but this didn’t seem like a you problem. This seemed like a Toji problem.
“Is that all…” You neglect to eat anymore, you were starting to feel nauseous.
“Don’t… don’t say it like that.”
“Like what? I’m trying to figure out what else I did wrong.”
“That’s not what this is about... I’m not upset with you, I’m upset with myself. You asked, and I’m telling you. This is what I think about constantly. Like yesterday, you told me to split up from you; something could have happened. Well, something did happen, and despite my telling you to come to me, you ran across the entire mansion.”
“Okay, that- that I didn’t mean to do, I got scared and just ran.”
“Yes, I know, but you could have run into a monster, and you could have been too far from me to get to you in time…Or the thing with the training… I should have been more vocal about you doing it the first and the second time…I was so afraid you were going to drop…you could have dropped…” Toji shook his head, disappointed in himself.
“Toji…That was so I could learn my shadowform-“
“It’s not about what it’s for…you aren’t getting it.”
“No- I hear what you are saying, but everyone had let me do that, that one isn’t your fault- none of it is, and I’m fine-“
“You-You could have not been fine! And it’s not just that it’s just-“ Toji hissed as he ran a hand over his face in an anxious fidget. “-Things turned out fine…But one of these times…I’m afraid that something will happen to you… something I could have prevented…and I would be pissed at myself…” Toji looked toward you with a sad, dark gaze. “…I think I just need to be more strict with you…”
You set the bowl on the table, “Toji, you are being ridiculous.”
“What are you doing- I said eat.” Your alpha picked up the bowl, but you let go of it before he could push it back into your hand.
“No- I can’t eat, this is making me sick. We need to figure this out because you are stressing out over nothing.”
“Nothing?” He growled at you, slamming the bowl on the table so hard you are surprised it didn’t shatter, “You aren’t nothing- you are everything to me.”
“I know- I shouldn’t have said that- I meant-“
“Do you know how hard this is for me?”
“I-“ You were pulled by your arm, stomach lying across his lap. The sudden movement had you frozen as you felt one arm hold you down. His hand rests heavily on your ass, his nails digging into your dress. “What are you doing-“
“I should punish you, I should make you listen- I should lock your ass up so nothing happens to you! You think I care about any of these fucking people? You think I care about saving this fucking world? I don’t!-“
You may have greatly underestimated how bad the situation was. It seemed so minuscule to you, but he was slipping and freaking the fuck out. His scent smelled like mold, its weight getting heavier. You could feel it press on your body, pressuring you to submit. It felt very similar to when you were with Nanami during his existential crisis. It’s not that you were trying to make your alpha's life harder…The Alphas’ job is to protect and lead their pack, but you make most of the decisions. Most of the time, you're putting yourself in dangerous situations. You wanted to be the hero this world needed, but Toji would rather keep you safe to himself.
“-Is this what I need to do? Is this the alpha I need to become to make sure nothing happens to you?” You could feel how his hand shook; he didn’t want to punish you. He didn’t want to hurt you physically or mentally. He hated it. It wasn’t in his nature to discipline you.
Perhaps he was feeling like a failure alpha? Unable to control his wild, strong, independent omega. You understand now that this had a deeper meaning. This was an internal problem he was dealing with. He was quite literally punishing himself by punishing you. It was all so silly, but you had learned with your possessive men that nothing is silly to them.
You were resting on his lap, not even trying to get away. You twisted your neck to look at him, his expression deranged. Despite the situation, you were as calm as can be. You have to be calm. If you react poorly, this could cause even more problems. He was not in his right state of mind.
You spoke slowly, “Will spanking me… make you feel better?”
Your alpha sat back with a twitch of his lip, “You know it won’t.”
“And locking me away? Would that make you feel better? You know the others wouldn’t allow that.”
His hands gripped you tight like he didn’t want to let you go. “I know how it feels to lose an omega. An omega I didn’t even love. The idea of losing you drives me mad. I will do what I need to protect what’s mine.” He dragged your dress up so that you were bare to him. “I don’t care what the others think.” His large hand smoothed over your skin, but it was much too gentle for the occasion. “I’m sure they will understand. Especially Nanami, he probably feels the same way I do. Sukuna would also agree, so that would only leave Gojo and Getou. Even if they disagree, the majority will overrule.”
“What about my say?”
“You don’t take your health into consideration, you don’t get a say.”
“Toji-“ You attempted to get up, but he pushed you back down with a growl.
“I’m going to spank you, and you are going to count.”
“You don’t want to do this-“
“I have to- if Nanami can do it, I can too.” The alpha shifted, getting ready to spank you.
“Toji- wait-“
You felt his hand leave you. “I’m- going to give you ten-or twenty- fuck it I’ll stop when I think you had enough-“ He couldn’t even get his mind right.
“Daddy, please don’t…” You looked at him with a sad expression.
“Stop- don’t look at me like that- don’t talk to me like that- I have to do this-“ He snarled with a shaky breath.
“Is this the part of Nanami’s punishment that you liked?”
His hand was in motion to smack your behind, but when you finished your sentence, it softened upon landing.
His eyebrows furrowed deeply, “No- I told you I don’t want to do this- you make me have to do this-I don’t want to hurt you- why would you think I like this?”
“…What part did you like?”
He swallowed, his throat tensed as his eyes went a bit dim in thought. “I…”
“Was it…after the punishment? When I was begging for a cock?”
Your alpha sucked in a breath, “…You were so wet…I have never seen you that wet before…except during your heat…”
“What were you thinking about? While you watched…?”
“…I want to get you…like that…so I could really fuck you…”
“What do you mean? I’m pretty sure your cock has been inside of me…”
Toji released a low chuckle, “I go slow…I would hurt you if I went too fast…”
“Is that how you break all your toys?”
He slowly nodded, “It is…”
“I want to see.”
“See what?”
“I want to see you use the toy…”
“…” Toji pondered your statement for a moment, so you quickly added-
“…I’ll be a good girl and eat my food if you show me.”
“You will eat something from each dish…”
“Yes, sir.” You smiled, without hesitation.
Your alpha released a hum letting you go. Slowly, you pushed up from his lap. You knew he didn’t need the negotiation; he would have done it anyway, but it helped to show that you were going to do as you were told…for a reward. Perhaps that was a better dynamic for the two of you.
You picked up a plate of bonbons, getting ready for your entertainment.
Toji had pulled his worm out to get two things: a pocket pussy and a bottle of lube. He set them upon the couch, in which you were able to see that the lube was Berjuk flavor. A rare type of fruit that grows in the South Islands. You usually added it to meals to boost strength and defense. When you looked at the pocket pussy you almost choked on your food, realizing it looked as close to yours as possible. Same skin tone and everything. Like he took a picture and had the shop make it. You don’t know how something so lewd could be so flattering. He truly was imagining it was you. So you had to question the lube.
“Why that flavor?” You point out.
“Hm? Oh that…It kind of tastes like you…” Toji stated as he pulled his pants down just enough to get his soft cock out. “Or the closest I can get. Nothing is nearly as good.” He smirked at you as you smiled, feeling flattered.
You could have guessed that, but hearing it from him made you feel really, really good. How the hell did something so simple turn you on?
“I want you to talk to me…tell me everything…like what you were thinking when you watched me…”
Toji blew out some air before leaning back. He shut his eyes, getting into the moment, “At first… I was worried. Sukuna came running to tell me that you didn’t listen to him and you were going to get yourself hurt…”
Fucking snitch-
“…I checked in with you, and the two of you were kissing. Figured it wasn’t too bad… but then he tied you up…and the whip came out…I wasn’t sure if that was something you could handle…and I had no idea what that stuff was that he put on you…So I just watched just in case…after the first couple of rounds of the whip…you…” He stopped speaking, tongue licking his canine. His cock looked a bit harder now as he recalled the part of the memory he liked.
“I what?” You pushed for him to continue.
He cleared his throat, but it did nothing to hide the roughness in his tone, “You were just so wet…you were dripping…” He didn’t open his eyes as he picked up the toy and lube. Without looking, he flicked the top off with his thumb and began pouring it inside the toy. He had a sort of familiarity with it that only comes from doing this repeatedly. How many times has he imagined you while fucking his toy? You knew he was the last cock boss, so he must have done this plenty of times. “ I wanted to taste you…feel you…” He let out a low groan, massaging the toy over his tip as he imagined it was you. He squeezed himself, lathering whatever trickled down upon his length. “I wish it were me…” He released an irritated growl as he split the toy down his cock.
You could tell that as he jerked himself up and down, he was getting pissed off by the second. Maybe it wasn’t the speed that broke the toy- maybe it was the frustration. Oh no, you lied- he started moving incredibly fast.
You forgot that you were supposed to be eating, food in motion to go into your waiting mouth, but you were stuck watching your alpha move so aggressively. Chest heaving as his biceps tensed. He was moving at such a fast pace that his hand blurred. The squelching of the toy had lube flinging around. You realized that Toji has never truly let loose. Not how he was now.
“Fuck-“ he growled, pulling the toy off himself. “- it just doesn’t stay wet-“
You noticed two things- one…where the hell did all the lube go- and two- there was already a tear in the thing.
Your poor fake pussy.
You grabbed the bottle before he could. “Let me help you…” You offer while setting your plate down.
“No, you should be eating.”
“You know what would go really well with my meal?” You questioned, grabbing the toy from his hand. “Some of my alpha’s cum would be really good…” You smiled while dumping almost the entire bottle of lube onto the toy.
“You want my cum?” He questioned as you threw your leg over his lap, the toy in your hand behind you.
“Mhm~ it would be so good on my bonbons.”
You rest yourself upon him as you slide the toy down his shaft, mirroring your own movements. You could feel his cock stretching the toy in your hand. You twisted it around as you moved up and down.
Toji let out a tight moan, wrapping one hand around your own while the other sat upon your hip. He began to move you at a speed he liked.
“You want me to cum on your food?” He choked out in shock. It was like he couldn’t believe what you had just said.
“Your cum tastes like honey, it would be soooo good.” You grin seductively, rocking a bit faster.
Toji’s grip on you got tighter. He was now moving quicker, his breath catching as he spoke, “You would actually eat it?”
“I would-“ you gasp, now being thrown up and down on your alpha like a bucking bull. He was going so fast, you had to let go and hold on to him for dear life.
“Can I feed it to you- fuck can I- please baby girl?”
Oh~ what an interesting kink you just unlocked. He was panting now, begging you over and over again.
“Y-yes-“
He threw you on the couch so fast you couldn’t even process what had happened. The next thing you knew, he was fisting himself to completion on the food.
Well- you said his cum would taste good on your bonbons, but oh well, honey on everything you suppose.
Toji let out a deep groan, and after he finished, he gently pulled his pants over his cock. “…You don’t have to eat it if you don’t want to…I know you probably said that just to…get me to cum…”
“No? I told you your cum tastes like honey feed me my bonbons.” You snapped your fingers like a sassy queen.
Toji looked surprised, then he picked up your plate, sitting on the couch. He lifted one of the balls that fell off the stick, and on top of it was his special icing.
You said, “Ah.” And kept your gaze locked on his as he slowly pushed the treat onto your tongue. You even went as far as sucking his fingers before humming and nodding. It made the sweet treat ten times better. “Mm” You rolled your eyes in exaggeration, “Yup, I knew it would be tasty.”
Toji looked stunned, frozen, shell-shocked. A damn deer caught in headlights. You don’t even think he was breathing. You could damn near hear the dial tone in his brain processing this information.
“Can you please feed me another one?” You questioned with a dirty smirk.
He looked at the plate, then at you, “I would fuck a baby in you right now if I could.”
Just like that, he was horny again.
You let out a burst of laughter. “I’m sure I’m going to be pregnant one second after our mating moon.” You found quite the secret weapon for your daddy swayer arsenal.
The door busted open, and Toji quickly picked up the damaged toy and hid it.
You blinked over the couch, watching as Megumi marched in.
“Fushiguro? What are you doing?” The beta raised his hands in anger.
“Feeding my omega?” The alpha looked confused, like it wasn’t obvious.
“Need I remind you that my partner is still being treated like a monster!”
“I… I didn’t forget Megumi…” Toji rubbed the back of his neck, his usual nervous habit.
You try to keep the moment light, “We just got the witches home back, they said there is something in the library that explains what’s going on….”
“Is this the library?” Megumi gestured around.
Oi- sassy beta he is. This feud between father and son went way deeper than just Yuji being locked up.
“…” Toji had gone silent, his shoulders dropping. “…Alright…”
“Alright? Nothing is alright. We wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you-“
Well, that was a little unfair. You looked toward Toji, but he had chosen to opt out of arguing. He just let Megumi continue to disrespect him. Probably because he felt bad, he killed his mother. It was truly a sad situation, but maybe his mother shouldn’t have tricked Toji into loving her.
“- So what the hell are you doing about it?”
“We will figure it out…” Your alpha muttered.
“Then figure it out!”
“Megumi…” You attempted to jump in again; you didn’t like seeing your alpha retreat like this. “Nanami and Getou have worked on helping them restore some of the books…and now that I’m up, I’m going to do the same. We all want to rescue Yuji.”
Megumi shook his head, “Yeah…Everyone except him.”
“I was protecting Raven; the witches are a bit scared of her right now, too.” Toji tried to defend himself.
“I know that’s all you fucking care about. If she didn’t care, you wouldn’t even be here.”
Now that- that was true. You couldn’t even deny it because Toji himself just told you he didn't give a fuck about saving anyone… unfortunately, that included his son.
“I’ll go to the library, Megumi.“ Toji finally stood with his hands up in surrender.
“Toji, you haven’t slept.” You frown watching him walk around the couch.
“It’s fine…” He leaned over to grab your face and kiss your lips with a sweet kiss. “Finish what you can eat.”
You watched your alpha go, wondering if he’d fall asleep while transferring the books. You wouldn’t be surprised if you found him drooling in one.
“He’s an asshole, and you know it. I haven’t seen him care about anything except you. Why did he even make you all this food when you can’t even eat it all? What a fucking waste.”
“…Megumi… there is more that happened that you don’t know about…” You looked over just as you watched Megumi pick up a puffy pastry with icing on it. “NO!” You screamed, casting your magic without thinking, a ball of shadow blasting Megumi across the room. It sent him flying until he smashed against the shelves of bottles and crashed onto the floor with them all raining down on him. “OH MY TENGEN MEGUMI-“ You ran to him as he let out an angry screech-
“WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU-“
“I’M SO SORRY, LET ME HEAL YOU-“
“I DON’T WANT YOU TO TOUCH ME! HELP HELP THIS WOMAN IS TRYING TO KILL ME!”
“THAT FOOD HAD YOUR FATHER'S ESSENCE ON IT!”
“WHY?!”
“DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW?!”
“…”
“…”
-
You had to help Megumi, the beta, using you as a crutch. Having so many different potions splash upon him caused him to have a curse sickness. His arm was around your neck as he limped down the hall.
“Sorry about that…”
“It’s fine…” he slurred. “…I guess I deserved it for being a dick…”
You frowned a bit, “Considering your situation, I can understand why you are angry at your dad…but as I said, there is a lot more to the story than you know…”
“I know…” Megumi muttered.
“You know what?” You questioned with a raised brow.
“…I know the truth…Maki told me…”
“…Oh…How did she know? Did she find out by Yoruzo?”
“…Maki and Mai were a part of the Zenin clan…they had planned to do the same thing to Maki as they did with Toji, but G.Ma took them in instead and faked their deaths…"
“Your clan is fucking horrible…”
“Tell me about it…”
“So wait… if you know the truth, why are you being so hard on your dad?”
“…”
“Megumi?”
“Because he didn’t have the balls to tell me himself. He doesn’t care. He sold me to the Zenin clan for money. It was Gojo who took me in.”
“Yes, but he asked Gojo to.”
“Does that make it any better? So what, he got a little guilty after he took the money? He’s a piece of shit. You are lucky, you get to experience his nice side. Create a family he always wanted…I bet he’d love the pup you give him more than he ever did me…”
“Megumi…” You felt bad about his words. Because it wasn’t Megumi’s fault that he was put into this situation. It truly wasn’t fair to him. “…We still have a lot of years ahead of us… I want you to be a part of our pack. It may take some time for Toji to get used to you, but I believe he can… that is, if you want to…”
“…” The beta had gone silent. His hair covered his face.
You were going to let him ponder your offering. You didn’t want him to feel excluded from your pack. He didn’t deserve that.
You walked around the corner, where you saw Gojo and Sukuna arguing with Momo and Inumaki.
“What is going on here…” you mutter, getting closer to the four.
“Raven!“ Momo shouted when she saw you coming.
Sukuna and Gojo turned to look; they looked annoyed.
“Hey baby~ Hey Megumi.” Gojo smiled, trying to cover his expression.
Now you knew something was going on. “Hey…” You drawl, stopping in front of them.
“What happened to him?” Sukuna questioned.
“Your omega attacked me.” Megumi scoffed.
“What?!” You gawked. “I saved his life!”
“With a shadow ball to the chest.” The beta deadpanned.
“He’s delirious, haha, so silly of him, Inumaki, can you take him to his room?”
“Sure.” Your beta grabbed Megumi from you as they walked down the hall, he said. “She threw a shoe at me once.”
“She can't keep getting away with this.”
“Hey!” You shouted with a throbbing vein. How dare Inumaki bring up the time you were in heat and in pain! Context matters here! You rolled your eyes, looking toward your alphas and Momo. “What’s going on?”
“Nothing.”
“They-“
“Nothing.”
Momo looked at them with a glare. Hand upon her hips.
They weren’t telling you something. “Momo?” You say, now giving her all your attention.
“They-“
“The witches found a trespasser, and we told them to kill them.” Gojo waved nonchalantly.
“It has nothing to do with you.” Sukuna shrugged.
You frowned, seeing Momo’s face turn red in anger. “It has EVERYTHING to do with her!”
“Nah uh- they are lying.” Gojo sassed.
“A trespasser?”
“Someone who is not welcome.”
You rolled your eyes, “I know what a trespasser is, Sukuna. Who is it? Is it someone I know?”
“They-“ Momo couldn’t finish talking, Gojo covering her mouth.
“Nope!”
“GOJO!”
Momo tried to talk around his hand as she struggled, “Hesaidheknowsyou!”
“He’s not even in our pack!”
“Is it fucking Choso?!”
“…” The two froze.
Momo gave you a thumbs up while your boys rolled their eyes.
You pinch your nose, “For the love of Tengen…”
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Chef Note:
Gojo: SHE DOESN'T EVEN GO HERE!
Choso: 👁️👄👁️
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Megumi and Inumaki: https://tenor.com/nUld1agPkyu.gif
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I know a lot is going on in this chapter. Smutty possessive time with Toji- cum eating with food- Megumi being blasted to next Tuesday- Gojo and Sukuna trying to get the witches to kill Choso in secret…Inumaki and Megumi trauma bonding over the abuse of Raven…sigh ain't no rest for the wicked.
It's been a pretty hectic week for me so sorry~ I hope to reply to all your comments as soon as I can <3