Hi everyone. I'm sorry for what's been going on with me or if anyone's been catching secondhand heat for supporting me. I've been under immense stress and anxiety as a result of everything that's transpired and continues to occur to me. I feel I've been spun at every turn to the point where I feel drowned and afraid to even speak out loud. I don't feel I need to prove myself to anyone, but it's too much for me to bare right now. I have not felt this insecure as a person in a very long time and I am working on rebuilding myself.
I deactivated my twitter a couple days ago and will remain off for 2 weeks or more. I will not be doing any livestreams for the same time either, but will still upload recaps from past streams and work on EG content. During this time of me feeling so weak and frail, it's meant so much to me to see the support. I don't know how I can truly say this with you understanding how much it means. I have gone through so many waves of feeling worthless that the kindness extended to me feels almost undeserving. Y'all know I am a sensitive person, but I sincerely mean it.. Thank you.
I have always had issues fitting in or feeling accepted in social groups so I do want to reiterate how astonishing it feels to witness people stick up for me. Especially seeing content creators stick up for me has meant a lot.
If you're unaware of what's been going on, feel free to watch and support one of the following creators.
Augie's video: https://youtu.be/j49OrZ7YeHcTipster's video: https://youtu.be/pVLFjp27OlII know it might go without saying, but please avoid any videos going over my private conversations with others. No matter how hard some creators have tried to spin me by literally reading every single word from beginning to end in some instances, there is nothing there and is a violation of my privacy as well as the person I was speaking with.