i wanted to blip in and say hello. i am doing okay - definitely a lot better than i was from the beginning of the year until i began the work break. i kind of transitioned from less social media to deactivating twitter to not working/thinking about work. i call it a 'mental vacation' since i didn't physically go anywhere but occupied myself and time with other things. among those things was crypto - boy have i learned a lot of that world!! but that's for another day.
I am working on the 2nd video on marilyn manson video which has been super difficult as so much information continues to come out literally daily and i am planning this series to be thorough as possible. i guess i tend to be a perfectionist when it comes to the EG videos - almost to the point where i feel they are harder than the last almost every time lol. i do not want to make any promises on the release bc i am just now finishing up the script but i do hope i can have it for this weekend. i am hoping to have some guest voice readings for it and overall it should be a very informative (and heavy) video.
I really just wanted to come on here and say thank you all for not only being patient with me but supportive. it means so much to me that i can take a step back as i have and still have the support i do (or i hope i do unless i am speaking into a void, haha). this step back has certainly helped me re-center myself and "relearn" my value. i am saying it as if i am a new man or the process is over, but in reality the process is still ongoing. i do not feel i am quite ready to "come back," but i believe i am getting close and will continue to work my way back - even if not in the same way as before.
i hope you are doing well and please, please please be good to yourself!edwin