How silly of me to call my patreon a "safe space" while opening up a couple posts ago. it's actually pathetic how obsessed people have been with harassing and hating on me to the point that they pay to access my patreon on multiple occasions (or at least 3 different times). Since I have your attention: Hey, it's been almost 6 months since I've been active online. Fuck off. Obsess over me and for what? To learn that I've had a shitty fucking year? That I learned and have been fascinated by cryptocurrency? lol funny.
Anyways, obviously that was only directed to one or two people that signed up in bad faith. In the back of my mind, I knew there would be a possibility that it could occur considering the few times I have 'popped up' online such as on Augie's stream or a mere Instagram story, people have magnified these situations and used them as excuses to be hateful. It's something that has contributed to that feeling I spoke of - trying to strip away my privacy and my being. Part of why my Instagram story said "I miss being whole." But I can't let these parasites suck that away from me. If they wanna obsess over my every move online, then go on ahead, I guess. There's too much shit going on for that to matter in the long run. I've been held up for way too long and I have to get back to work.
Thanks for listening to my rant and I am super appreciative of the support I've received overall. Yes, it 100% overshadows the rats but sometimes it's hard to pretend the rats don't exist when they beg for my attention lol. Anyways, let's have a good week pleeeeease!