I have a problem and I can't ignore it anymore.
I'll try to be short because i'm not making sense
I just can't get off my meds by myself
They're keeping me in orbit every second I'm awake, and it's turning me into a literal zombie.
I have no will to finish anything I started.
I'm constantly switching personalities and by the end of the day I am a completely mess
and I feel so out of it. It's been like this for the past two months, but it's getting worse.
I'm constantly having blackouts
I keep talking nonsense and repeating my thoughts.
I don't even know if I'm making sense right now
I probably am, but it feels so dreamy. Even when sober i'm out of it
The set was supposed to be released a million years ago.
I should be finishing part 3 or 4 by now but I cant even finish the last poster of part part1
I'm seeking help this week so I hope this is the end of this mess I threw myself in
I uploaded a small preview of everything I was working before this got out of control
Part 1 of the set is in there so If you don't want to get spoiled just ignore the file
Hopefully this is thde where I I tried to make short but i'll recover
All I am trying to say is I don't know when I will finish anything I need my mind back first
Sorry for the text wall I hope it makes sense
I fucking love working on these posters and not being able to do anything productive is killing me from the inside out