“I’ve decided, this is what I want from you.”
You couldn’t believe the words he just said. Couldn’t believe the look in his eyes. This is what he wanted…why this? Dear Tengen, you could see that he was serious. The need for it was glaringly obvious. Like he was begging you… begging you without actually saying the words. He needed this from you. Needed you to submit to him, to show Choso you belong to Sukuna.
Perhaps his craving went deeper than the beta.
Maybe he needed you to show him you belonged to him, too.
And you hated it.
Hated that this was what he wanted… what he needed.
Hated that Choso had to be caught in the crossfire.
Or perhaps he added to these very flames.
Choso made Sukuna believe that he didn’t deserve you…made him think that he was going to hurt you even though he couldn’t even dream of such a thing. Choso made him feel that he wasn’t good enough to be your alpha.
The wires were somehow getting crossed.
You knew within your heart that Sukuna wasn’t the harmful man Choso believed him to be. The one Raven was afraid of...
So yes…
This moment weighed heavily…
Your decision was dire…
Maybe if you had tried harder to quell Choso’s image of your alpha, then you wouldn’t have been here in the first place… maybe…no, you couldn’t go with maybes…you were here now.
Now was the time for action…
Now was the time to prove to your alpha that he was everything you wanted and needed. Show him that you loved him beyond his imagination. Trusted him despite another version of you being scared of him...despite Choso's view of him. Because maybe he was scared that it was true. That he wasn't good enough for you. It's why he always mocks your 'daddies' because he probably sees them as a better fit for you.
This was much deeper than it had to be...but you understood.
You gave Sukuna a look. One that could be read as ‘I don’t want to do this… but I will.’
You will do this for him.
Once you felt the certainty cross your mind, you avoided looking toward Choso. You didn’t want to see what this would do to him. It felt like you were picking between the two. No- don’t think of it like that… think of it like…you are showing Choso you trust Sukuna.
That you belong to him, and submit yourself to your alpha.
This was a typical thing in this world.
A show of ownership and dominance.
That’s all it was…
This shouldn't cause any issues...if anything, it should solve them, right?
You continued to get into position, allowing your body to relax under the weight of your alpha's pressure. You welcomed the feeling into you once again. Breathing a sigh of relief once your mind and body become one. Taking off your panties was still a little difficult, though. You slid them off one leg at a time, but shook as you shifted side to side. Your face and ears were hot with embarrassment. The cold air seemed to make your skin burn even more. It was sharp- like ice upon a burn. All of this still made you shy. Sukuna knew that, purring in encouragement. You tried to listen to your alpha's approval, ignoring the fact that Choso was but an inch away from you.
You shut your eyes tight.
You pulled the fabric off and set it aside. You then rest your forehead on your arm, and snake the other one underneath. You felt around clumsily before splitting two fingers over your lower lips.
You held your breath, feeling the lick of cool air and the warmth from Sukuna's gaze. Being this exposed for your alpha was still so weird to you. It made you feel so naked.
Sukuna’s chest rumbled, pleased with your show. “That’s a good girl…”
And with that praise you were slipping into a simpler mind... once again. “Ha…Th-thank you, alpha...” Your breath left you as your mouth fell open in a gasp. Sukuna’s warm hands gripped the plush of your thighs. You focused on it…the heat of it…the tongue that slipped to taste you ever so slightly. His fingers dug into your skin, and it felt good to feel him. Have him touch you, like he needed you so desperately. He didn’t grab you like you were fragile… His grip was radiating with heat, burning in your flesh, making your blood boil.
His nails slid up to cup your ass. His thumb touched your finger, pressing it in deeper so he could pry you open even more. “What is this? What are you presenting to me?” You could hear the demand in his tone. Almost as if he were hinting at what you should say.
And in your mind, you knew exactly what he wanted to hear. “It’s…it’s Sukuna’s pussy…”
“Yeah?” Sukuna hummed, sinking his thumb in you with agonizing slowness. “This pretty pussy is mine?”
Your eyes rolled as he slipped in and out of you experimentally. You wanted him to push deeper, to get to that spot that made your toes curl. You moved your hips back into him, succeeding in his thumb inching further, but it was gone in a flash, and you received a swat to your ass.
“Ai-“ You let out a squeak as Sukuna snorted.
“I asked if this is mine?” This time, Sukuna popped your cunt with swift slaps until you answered.
“Ah- yes-yes I already said it was yours, alpha!”
“Brat.” You felt his hand pull away before he spat on you and rubbed his spit in with his palm.
“Y-your brat-“ You moaned, biting your lip in an attempt to hide your lewd cries. But you forgot why you were attempting to hide your noises. You gave all your focus to Sukuna. It was much easier that way.
“My brat, huh? Why are you a spoiled little shit then?” You could still hear the playfulness underneath that hard exterior he maintained.
“B-because you spoil me, alpha~.”
“Tch- I’ve really gone soft on you, haven’t I.“ The alpha sounded like he was annoyed, but his ministrations didn't falter.
“Ooooh~” You let out a long groan, your hand shaking as you held yourself open. Your body was tingling as he gave you exactly what you wanted.
“I should punish you, and yet I spoil you more.” Sukuna kept talking… his actions speaking louder than his words... His fingers moved in and out of you, producing more slick... and the more you groaned, the quicker he went. Breathing heavily as your lust filled his senses.
Let's be honest, he was just as spoiled as you.
“Su-Sukunaah~” Your hand was about to drop away, but the alpha barked at you-
“No, you don't! You better keep this cunt presented for me. Until I say so."
You zipped up, trying to keep the position. Your knees pressed into the ground, your only means to stay stable. The front of your body was already bowing forward, your arm growing weak with your weight. But you focused on Sukuna. Focused on the slick that dripped upon your hand and thighs. You could hear it. The noise your juices were making. There was so much of it, and all Sukuna was doing was thrusting two fingers inside of you.
It was like you noticed it right when Sukuna did.
"Look at you dripping- all over two fingers?" The alpha chuckled.
"Y-yes-" You answered, but you truly didn't even know what you were talking about. You just answered him, so he wouldn't stop. You felt the rush coming. You breathed heavily, your gasp for air becoming uneven; you could feel it, the tightness getting tighter...and tighter... But before you could get to the snap, Sukuna pulled his fingers back. “Sukuna…” You whined. “More… Give me more.”
You received another slap to your pussy, your noises of displeasure caught in your throat.
“So sad. You don’t even know how to present properly. An omega shouldn’t be talking and demanding anything. They are supposed to take whatever the alpha deems fit."
You felt shame touch your heart; you were aware of what an omega must do when they present. They are supposed to be quiet and do as their alpha says. Here you were being greedy, talking when you wanted, and asking for more. In that moment, you felt like you were a bad omega. The feeling came over you so suddenly. Too fast for you to remind yourself that you were actually a bad bitch and he loves you for it.
“I-I’m sorry-“ You felt your eyes ache, and a hint of tears watered your lashes.
“But my omega is naughty, isn’t she?" You felt his lips kiss your pussy with a sort of gentleness that only Sukuna was capable of. "She gets whatever she wants, doesn't she?"
His words made you feel good, washing away the shame you felt a moment ago. It was like he was accepting who you were. The rotten omega that he loves and puts up with. But you already knew that to be true. It was... just so…refreshing to hear him say it...affirmation was what you needed from him all along.
He nipped you with his teeth, reminding you to answer his question.
You hissed in slight discomfort, "Y-yes~ you always take care of me, my perfect alpha."
You felt him hesitate for a second; your last words may have gotten him hot. You could feel the heat of his breath fan over you like he was blowing flames. Yeah, he liked being called a good alpha. The praise kink goes both ways. Next thing you knew, you felt him burst into his true form, smoke wafting past.
He then pounced on top of you, his hands sliding over your body. His stomach tongue panted as it tore and bit your dress, his nails caught the rest of the fabric, and scratched it away from you. His nose in the crook of your neck as he scented you as his. Your body was covered in bites and saliva from him; all you could smell was him.
And you let it take over. Releasing low groans as he fussed over you.
You stay in your position of presenting- being a good omega for your alpha.
Sukuna growled, trying to hold himself back, "Tell your alpha what you want, and I'll consider it."
You wanted to laugh at his word choice- consider? Ha! It was funny, haha. His body was burning-every mouth that he formed on his being was salivating. Nearly drenching you in its spit like he wanted to eat you. He wanted you as bad as you wanted him, but the edgelord didn't like to give in so easily. Every time his cock accidentally touched you, he'd flinch back as if afraid he wouldn't be able to stop himself from diving in.
Because you were the only one who was dying, right? You will let him have a big head this time and play into his power kink.
You leaned your head to the side, giving him more access, “I…I want you to make me cum, alpha, please~ I was so-sooo close.”
“Were you now...?" He acted coy, kissing along your back until he was behind you once again, two hands gripping your ass while the other two cuffed around your thighs.
"I-I was-you see don't you?" You had a bit of a sassy tone, but it didn't make your alpha angry; instead, it made him laugh. The line of sass and obedience blended too well.
"I can see the mess you made.” You felt the warmth from his words fan over your lower region.
"The mess my alpha made."
"Ha... the mess that I made. You are right. Because this is mine to do as I please." He licked your fingers, making you whine. He was toying with you, cleaning off your fingers, but not putting that damn mouth where you want it to be.
"Please-Please take care of your omega~."
"You want to cum, for your alpha?"
"Yes-"
"Beg."
You let out a groan, straining your fingers so he could be enticed by your warmth, “Pease I've been a good omega- oh!” Your body flinched as Sukuna’s tongue lapped at you once. Like he was just getting a taste. Successfully teasing you. You cried out some more, as he continued his torment. His tongue would touch you swiftly and leave you just as fast. Not enough pressure- not enough time for you to really get going. Like he was just sampling his meal. You wanted to push into him, but you knew you'd receive punishment for being greedy, so you begged him. "Please, Sukuna-I need you~." You weren't lying either. You were desperate now, so desperate you were damn near whimpering with tears in your eyes. "Please, please, please alpha~."
He purred, “Damn…I love hearing you cry for me.” He went from licking you like ice cream to digging in, tongue first, getting lost within the depths of your cunt. His face pressed up against you as he moaned.
You could feel the vibrations.
"Oh- Sukuna!" You released a scream as he ate you out; it was too much. But not enough all at the same time. You couldn't even escape even if you wanted to, so you kept yourself open for him. Offer yourself up to him as he enjoys your offering. Your eyes rolled, your legs and arms were shaking, your hand almost fell from its post, but his hand covered yours, keeping it in place. And within the next moment, an intense orgasm took you under. You still as you gushed within his mouth; you could hear him gulping like a man who was dehydrated. “N-No more Sukuna ah~!” You were truly screaming now, crying out as he suckled on his treat.
He finally pulled from you with an exaggerated gasp. “Hm- Messy... Messy.. Messy....” The alpha clicked his tongue as if he was disappointed- but let's be honest- he was far from disappointed. "So god damn messy." He licked your fingers clean and then gave them a push, freeing your hand so you could collapse onto the ground, twitching from your orgasm.
You were still on cloud 9 as his fingers dug into your hair and pulled you up. His lips were on you, glossed with your essence. It tasted delightful; it made you moan. Pleased to know you tasted so good.
You hummed as his tongue tangled with yours so fiercely, as if he were dying to get his lips on you. And maybe he was. Maybe he truly did want to kiss you all this time. Maybe he wanted to kiss you so bad it hurt him as much as it hurt you. And now he was rewarding you. Rewarding you for your good behavior. You hated how complicated Sukuna was. Hated how he tried to hurt you in the midst of hurting himself. Hated how he made it feel like it was your fault that the two of you were hurting. Just like it was up to you to squash the beef and settle the storm. It was always within your grasp. Hurting him made him hurt you. He was stupid in that sense- a silly alpha that couldn’t handle his emotions. But here you were, getting the full intensity that was…well, him.
All because you gave yourself to him, submitted to him like he wanted.
You hated how it felt like you put him in this cage and finally set him free.
That's how he was kissing you- that's how he was touching you- he was so greedy.
And hate it as you may...you might love it just the same.
"You want me-say you want me." He gasped upon your lips.
"I want you- I want you alphmm-!" You were a slop of mess and moans. Trying to keep up with the fiery alpha.
His large cock was out; you could feel it slipping around your cunt. He held the other one out of the way so he could push in with the first one. The tip snagging between your puffy lips as the pressure built. You hummed in pleasure- this is exactly what you wanted before-what you were dying for. To be kissed with so much passion like this. To be reminded how much Sukuna loved you.
While he fucked you into oblivion.
It was perfect.
"Both-both-mm" You murmured, begging for both of his cocks.
Sukuna nipped at your lip, "No. Like I tell you every time you get greedy like this- you can't handle both, I'll determine when you are ready."
"Oh~" You whined in displeasure.
"Don't pout, I am your alpha, and I know you aren't ready. I won't hurt you for my own pleasure. A goodalpha takes care of their omega. A good alpha puts their omega before themselves."
There was something in his voice. Like he wasn't truly talking to you- like he was talking to someone else...
You looked over curiously, and that's when you were reminded that you had a plus one.
Choso’s gaze locked with yours once again...He was on the ground still, too tapped out to move, even without Sukuna's hand upon his throat.
You could read his expression clearly between the curtain of his black hair…
Jealousy.
But he didn't look away, didn't shut his eyes.
Within the mix of his envy, there was a gleam of lust. His lips were slightly apart as he breathed deeply, tongue loling out as if he were trying to taste the air of lust you provided.
He was enjoying this as much as he hated it.
"Choso-"
Sukuna pushed inside you, making you cry out in surprise.
"Don't you fucking speak another name- you should be screaming mine!" Sukuna punished you for that slip- his pace brutal. Cock bullying its way inside you- cramming its way into your tight cunt. Forcing you to focus on how it rubbed your insides.
You couldn't even call out Sukuna's name. All you could do was brace yourself against the very ground you were getting fucked into and scream. You clawed at the dirt as Sukuna clawed at your flesh. The pain and pleasure were a blend. Sukuna wasn't trying to hurt you, but he was no longer fucking you with that brutal care that he does. Now he was fucking you with rage...it felt different, and you didn't like it. It brought you back to how he was fuckign you at the inn when you enraged him. You knew you had wounded his pride by speaking Choso's name. Your eyes had gone crossed- you had to butter him up before he made it difficult for you to walk. You could already feel your legs going numb.
"S-sorry- Solunar-Srry-ah!" You tried to apologize through the wild movement. At this rate, you were going to get whiplash.
Your alpha slowed down, only to flip you over on your back. "You keep your focus on me- I'm the one fucking you." His hand was wrapped around your neck.
Outrage fired in his four irises.
"Y-yes my alpha-" You reached under your knees and pulled your legs up despite this position, causing him to go impossibly deep. It was your way of submitting and apologizing to him. It was so intense that you had tears running down the corners of your eyes. "Knot me- knot what's yours Solunar."
You were lucky he deemed this as good.
More than good...
His breath got choked in his throat, and you could feel his entire length twitch inside you. He caged you in, placing all four hands around your body. His head drooped- lips coming for you. You were eager to receive his kiss- leaning up to meet him before he pushed you back down into the ground with just as much greed.
You were lost within your alpha. You felt so connected to him. You missed this so much. You wanted to be like this forever- forever connected with him- forever as one.
I love you-
You couldn't speak those words- too busy to speak- but it chanted within your head.
'I love you- I love you I love you-'
You hoped it also translated with the way you kissed him- any chance he tried to pull away, you would nip his lip hard, demanding him to return to you.
You could feel him smirk as he groaned out a- "Greedy bitch-"
His blood tainted your kiss.
You didn't mean to bite him hard, but perhaps you were being a greedy bitch.
And who set that system up?
He was finally kissing you.
You felt a sharp spark that had you jolting- Sukuna noticed how you gripped him ever so tight. He zoned in on that particular spot, searching for it as he slowed down to find it... Moving your legs around as he angled his hips.
You couldn't keep your mouth closed now- screaming as he hit that exact spot over and over again.
"That's it- scream for your alpha-"
It felt like he was trying to do more than make you cum. He felt like he wanted to destroy you. He and Nanami were oh so greedy in that aspect. Whereas Nanami knew where to go immediately- Sukuna just happened to find it AND EXPLOIT IT!
But which one of your alphas wouldn't want to drive you crazy?
You thrashed around, shaking your head as your alpha pushed your hands, making you fold your legs into your chest. He was snarling, snapping his hips swiftly, commanding you to cum for him. He said other things, but you couldn't hear anything because you were getting your organs rearranged.
Other things… well other things were not important right now.
Your undoing took all your brain cells with it.
You cried out so loud it echoed.
As you came, Sukuna hissed, feeling you tighten around him. He groaned with you, his knot expanding as you fluttered around it. It was an extremely tight fit. It had you open-mouth gasping for air, body tensing. You felt like your soul was leaving...drifting off to the beyond.
But that was okay, you could relax.
Relax under your alpha and let him take care of you. You breathed a sigh once his knot had finished growing. Your limbs drooped as Sukuna nuzzled you sweetly. Licking away the tears that had dried up upon your cheek.
“Good omega…”
He was giving you the aftercare that you deserved… it almost made you cry.
You felt him shift above you. You were too tired to open your eyes to see what he was doing... but that was before you felt a hand on your stomach- A different kind of hand. Not one that was hot, but one that had a nice chill to it. Your brows furrowed as you peeked your eyes open, only to see that Sukuna had Choso's hand on your stomach.
The two glaring at each other.
"You feel that?" Sukuna snarled as he pushed the beta's hand into you.
"Ah~" You let out a mewl, your stomach quivering from the added pressure.
Your alpha continued his tirade, "That's how you please an omega- with a fat knot."
"I can knot too." Choso bared his teeth.
"Can you now?" Sukuna chuckled at this revelation. But then he raised a brow, "And yet Raven never let you knot her. She went to the Omega house to find a real alpha."
Your eyes widened at Sukuna's words, he was just saying them to be a dickhead but it seemed to slap Choso in the face.
You had never seen him so...wounded.
Was there some truth to Sukuna's words?
"That..." Choso swallowed, looking horrified.
Sukuna looked almost shocked; he, too, was surprised that his words might ring true. You hoped he'd see how much this was hurting the beta, but too bad your alpha was ready to dig this dagger in.
"Ha-" Sukuna scoffed, his lips pulling up into a wide sadistic smirk, "Oh my fuckign Tengen. Raven didn't want you, did she?"
Choso snapped his hand away from you as if he had been burned. "...Uh...That-it's-" his head dropped down in shame, his hair covering up his face.
Your heart ached now, your brows furrowed together. Was that true? Did Raven not want Choso?
Sukuna grabbed the beta by his robe, jerking him forward, forcing his neck back so he could look at him, "She didn't want you huh? Is that it? She wanted a real alpha and not a fake one." The more he spoke, the more pathetic Choso looked. You could feel Sukuna's cock throb inside you- he was getting off on this.
Power-hungry piece of shit-
"Sukuna- stop that's not okay-" You tried to fuss, but it was hard to do so when you were still impaled by the man's cock. And so weak you can barely cover your tits with your arms.
"Say it!" Sukuna barked, "I can see it on your pathetic face-!"
"Sukuna!"
"You're right!" Choso yelled, his teeth gritting together, as his eyes pinched tightly closed.
“…”
“Choso… what do you mean…?”
"He's...he's right...Before you left...you told me...you didn't want...you didn't want me..." You could see the tears brim under his lashes. "...I wasn't...I wasn't good enough..." He then looked toward you, "I was...I was never good enough- I'm-I'm not good enough..."
You placed a hand to your mouth, the pain in Choso's voice- the hurt in his eyes- it all was too much for you. "Sukuna- Sukuna let him go-" You cried to the alpha.
He did as you said, and as soon as his claws left, the beta was up in a flash.
"Ch-" You were about to call for the beta, but he was already gone.
How awful.
How truly...truly awful.
You felt so-
Sukuna tapped your forehead repeatedly, "Stop that. You didn't do anything to him."
You gave him a face. "Really?"
"You never loved him then, and you don't love him now; there's no difference." The alpha shrugged.
You released a deep sigh, forced to be connected with Sukuna and not able to walk away. You rubbed your temple, "Sukuna, I love you very much, and I'm happy you got- this out of your system, and we are good now, but that-what happened with Choso. That was fucked up...he loves-"
"-She didn't love him back. The weirdo is probably hoping things will change now that your memory is gone."
"You didn't have to rub it in his face..."
"I beg to differ. He needed this. Needed to see that you don't belong to him. Never was, apparently...and never will. Not as Raven and not as Y/n." He chuckled at his own words.
It made him feel good to treat Choso like dirt. You hated that...and this time it wasn't funny haha- it was funny weird.
You made a face at him, causing him to roll his eyes.
"Don't give me that look."
"I... I don't want to talk about this right now...let me just enjoy my knot..." You placed both hands upon your stomach and shut your eyes. Trying to appreciate some peace.
You made up with Sukuna, but at what cost?
'I'm not good enough.'
Those words were haunting you right now and you had no one to talk about it with... Well, there was Sukuna but he wasn't helping.
So it was just you yourself and...uh, Raven?
What's up Raven?
Why didn't you want Choso?
Of course, no one answered back…
If Raven were you, then you wouldn't understand how she could not have fallen in love with Choso. He was there for her through sickness, he gave her his life, he'd do anything for her, and he was kind of hot. If it weren't for your pack, you might have fallen for Choso yourself.
So what the hell happened with the other you?
Maybe she was too mentally messed up to realize.
Tengen- you didn't know if this made your situation with the beta worse or better...
He wasn't an ex-lover, but he was an ex... one-sided...lover...still was... He was always yearning for Raven...it went as far as being passed on to you. Was he truly hoping things would change? That you'd fall in love with him? Maybe that's the real reason why he didn't want you to regain your memories.
If only you could just ask her why?
Was he not good enough for her?
Did she have her eyes on a bigger prize?
Or was it truly because he wasn't a full alpha?
Was Raven that shallow?
"You pissed at me?" Sukuna's voice broke through your thoughts. His tone sounded almost angry, his insecurity bleeding through.
"No alpha, I'm not." You were pissed that you had 99 problems to deal with, and Choso just added one.
"Good. Now stop thinking of that beta before I give you something to think about." Sukuna pushed his hips forward, causing his knot to dig into you.
"Alright! Alright!" You cried from the overwhelming feeling of having a giant ass knot move inside of you, squished up with all the cum inside. You felt like your lungs almost collapsed in.
Damn sensitive, jealous fucking alpha.
The threat was loud and clear. And even though your other alphas would come to your rescue, you were afraid they wouldn't make it in time before you passed out.
You will have to play nice now and talk with one of your more level-headed alphas.
You didn’t feel like starting an argument with the hot head… not without backup.
You learned your lesson…
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Chef Note: Q-Q Me watching Choso run away crying- oooh my gooood my shaylaaaa~
The title of this chapter is a reference to Paramour all I wanted was you song. I feel like that part of the song where she screams the all I wanted was you fits for everyone one in this chapter. All reader ever wanted was Sukuna while he wanted her and then Choso wanted reader… so yeah it fits for everyone Choso’s part is just a little sad though 🥹 (I know i’m so deep)
I hope you guys had a wonderful foodsgiving day! Or just a wonderful day in general! Annnnd I hope you enjoyed this smut roast! I was hoping to have it done by Thanksgiving, but I was busy stuffing my face :,)